aku xtau laa antara korg nih sape ade tgk video nih..best tau!cumil giler..hehehe..duration die 5 min jer..teringat laa mase kecit2 dlu..hhehe





ni episod 2 die lak..hihi..cumil kan suare die??
so, korang..slemat berpose n berbuke gak!!

hAPPy beSdAy sIti nAjWa sHEiKh yAHyA...


posting ni aku buat special untuk apan..hehe..

actually semalam besday apan..tp, smalam aku busy sket nak buat posting..arini baru ade mase..

so apan,

welcome to da cLub!

aku doakan ko ok kat sana..
aku doakan ko happy selalu..
aku doakan ko berjaya in ape jer ko buat..
aku doakan kan ko x garang2 lagi, so that leh dpt balak secepat mungkin!
aku doakan ko x kan lupe kan kitrg kat sini,
aku doakan ko cepat abes study so that leh blk cepat2
aku doakan ko makin kaya so that leh blanje kitrg lagi,
aku doakan ko kurus sebab tuh ape yg ko nak sgt..(ko kne doakan aku gak)!
n last sekali aku doakan ko supaya ko xlupe asal usul ko!(hehe)



neway apan,
-thanks sebab jd member yg baik hell..
-thanks sebab ko still kwn ngn aku even aku ade masalah berat!haha
-thanks sebab ko menyesal anta aku blk mase lepas tgk citer "secreto de amor" dlu.(evn ko mnyesal pon)haha
- thanks bg aku naik keta ko mase nak g college dlu..
- thanks sebab ko ade share citer ngn aku..
- n thanks laa untuk semua bende ko penah buat untuk aku..

hehe..aku rase tu je laaa kot! apan, aku miss ko sehh~

you can put the blame on me...


As life goes on I’m starting to learn more and more about responsibility
I realize everything I do is affecting the people around me
So I want to take this time out to apologize for things I have done
And things that have not occurred yet
And the things they don’t want to take responsibility for

I’m sorry for the times I left you home
I was on the road and you were alone
I’m sorry for the times that I had to go
I’m sorry for the fact that I did not know
That you were sitting home just wishing we
Could go back to when it was just you and me
I’m sorry for the times I would neglect
I’m sorry for the times I disrespect

I’m sorry for the wrong things that I’ve done
I’m sorry I’m not always there for my son
I’m sorry for the fact that I'm not aware
That you can’t sleep at night when I am not there
Because I am in the streets like everyday
Sorry for the things that I did not say
Like how you are the best thing in my world
And how I'm so proud to call you my girl

[Bridge]
I understand that there are some problems
And I am not too blind to know
All the pain you kept inside you
Even though you might not show
If I can apologize for being wrong
Then it’s just a shame on me
I’ll be the reason for your pain and you can put the blame on me

[Chorus]
You can put the blame on me [4x]
Said you can put the blame on me [3x]
You can put the blame on me

Sorry for the things that he put you through
And all the times you didn’t know what to do
Sorry that you had to go and sell those packs
Just trying to stay busy till you heard from Dad
And you would rather be home with all your kids
As one big family with love and bliss
And even though Pops treated us like kings

He got a second wife and you didn’t agree
He got up and left you there all alone
I’m sorry that you had to do it on your own
I’m sorry that I went and added to your grief
I’m sorry that your son was once a thief
I’m sorry that I grew up way too fast
I wish I would’ve listened and not be so bad
I’m sorry your life turned out this way
I’m sorry that the FEDS came and took me away


I’m sorry that it took so long to see
They were dead wrong trying to put it on me
I’m sorry that it took so long to speak
But I was on tour with Gwen Stefani
I’m sorry for the hand that she was dealt
For the embarrassment that she felt
Just a little young girl trying to have fun
Her daddy should never let her out that young
I’m sorry for Club Zen getting shut down
I hope they manage better next time around
How was I to know she was underage
In a 21 and older club they say
Why doesn’t anybody wanna take blame
Verizon backed out disgracing my name
I’m just a singer trying to entertain
Because I love my fans I’ll take that blame
Even though the blame’s on you [3x]
I’ll take that blame from you



aku mmg layan gell lagu ni..replay 1 whole day pon xpe...
so..kat sini aku nak ckp sori pade sesape yg aku penah buat salah..(esp pada 2 org niH)
aku tau semua mmg salah aku..
i'm just a human..sama mcm korg
ape yg aku buat,dah buat, or akan buat maybe akn bg effect kat sesape..
sori..aku xbermaksud nak hurt kan sesape or rosak kan life sesape..
sorry..
u can put the blame on me..for everything!

aku dan mereka..

sebenarnye aku rase sedeh gell nih..apan dah blah g Uk..mase antar tdrase cm nak nanges..tp aku tahan je laaa..segan weyh..hehe..aku xpenah anta sesape nak fly..apan first girl yg aku anta..sebab apan "something" dlm life aku!aku boleh borak ape je ngn apan..hihi..gossip2 pon boleh..huhu..tp td mase nak anta apan,aku tertinggal kad nak bg kt apan!sebab dah kalut nak g kelas pg td..tup2..lecturer aku masuk wad lak..sedehnye..

actually aku nk letak gamba..tp, memandangkan now nih pon apan maybe baru sampai Uk, so nnt2 laa aku mintak kat die..

tp, aku mmg tgh emosional gell laa nih..rase sedih x tentu pasal..aku miss orang tuh..miss orng nih..(tp semua org yang PATUT aku miss je laa)huhu..

first skali..mesti lah now nih aku tgh miss apan!!sebab biler pikir balik..alamak..apan dah xde kat shah alam..nnt xleh laa nak call ckp "apan, aku kat kedai soto sec 8..jom makan"hehe..serious..sedeh..**apan, aku hope ko ok kat sana!

second, aku miss NOWEMI YAYAIE ni!!lame giler xjumpe..nak borak ngn emi sgt..nak dgr citer lawak die..hehe

third, aku miss intan!sape ingat?f3 au mase kiter f5..hehe..mesti ade yg terkejut beruk sebab aku still keep in touch ngn die..aku selalu post surat kat coll mase after spm dlu..heh..sebab untuk aku, semua orng yg dtg dlam hidup aku bawak 1000 meaning dlam life aku..so, aku akan jaga frenship tuh selagi aku termampu~intan now kat kustem ganu..heh

4th, aku miss sheila..for aku, sheila trust laa gak aku..n aku mmg trust die..aku selalu share citer ngn sheila citer2 yg aku xleh share ngn org lain..sebab aku tau sheila "kenal" aku cm mase die kenal aku kat coll dlu..lame sgt xjumpe..sheila,blk laaa!!

5th, aku miss makkang nih!haha..pelik jer bile ckp aku miss kat apek..tp, tuh laa sebenarnye!!heh..kalo aku dok ngn makkang sengal nih, perot smpai sakit ketwa punye pasal..hihih..tp br jumpe arituh, so, carta miss2 nih..apek jatuh no 5 laa yer..huhu


6th, aku miss makkang yg satu lg nih gak..yg suke gelak xingat dunie punye nih..heheh..

6th, aku mmg xkan miss ida skang nih..heh..so ni advance..biasenyer aku mesti miss giler nak baut lawak bodo ngn ida mase die dah blk ganu..hihi..

to all of u guys yg ade gamba korng kat atas tuh..korang ni, completekan life aku!aku xtau laa cmner kalo korang xpenah dtg dlm idop aku..mesti aku bosan kan??kalo korang nak tau,biler aku dok korang semua, aku jd diri aku yg betol..aku leh ckp ape jer yg aku suke..hehe..aku xde nak jd hipokrit nyer..nak control laa..xde maknenya!aku hapy sgt biler hang out ngn korng semua..

so, aku xpenah ckp bende nih kat korang semua...AKU SAYANG SGT KAT KO (apan,emi,intan,sheila,apek,alut n ida)!..tq sebab korang still kwn ngn aku even pon cm giler jer..heh...chowcendolicious!

TAHI LALAT

hehe..aku rase kite semua ade tahi lalat kan?so, tau x setiap maksud tahi lalat tuh??meh.. aku bgtau sket..

1. Di kepala sebelah kanan - terkabul cita-citanya

2. Di kepala sebelah kiri - sering menemui kesusahan

3. Ubun-ubun - kurang jujur

4. Pusar - cerdas,tangkas dan tekun

5. Di Kening kanan - cergas dan cekap

6. Di kening kiri - cergas dan sopan santun

7. Sudut mata kanan luar - baik budi, ramai yang cinta

8. Sudut mata kanan dalam - disayangi suami atau isteri

9. Biji mata kanan - suka serong dan pembohong

10. Biji mata kiri - pembohong tapi baik hati

11. Di alis kanan - baik hati, suka menolong

12. Di alis kiri - ramai yang suka

13. Di pipi kanan - ramai teman

14. Di tengah-tengah pipi kanan - ramai yang suka

15. Di tengah-tengah pipi kiri - ramai kawan

16. Pada hidung - banyak rezeki

17. Pada batang hidung - banyak dicintai orang dan dapat menjadi kaya

18. Bibir atas kanan - banyak rezeki dan pandai

19. Bibir atas kiri - ramai kawan, baik hati

20. Bibir bawah kanan - disegani orang, ramai yang suka

21. Bibir bawah kiri - pandai bicara, tak mudah kalah

22. Hujung mulut kanan - kecil rezeki, tak mudah kalah

23. Hujung mulut kiri - suka berpoya-poya

24. Dagu bawah kanan - jujur dan baik hati

25. Dagu bawah kiri - bijaksana, berbudi luhur

26. Leher kanan - cerdas, jujur, berani menderita

27. Leher kiri - cerdas dlm segala hal dan banyak pengetahuan

28. Leher ditengah - tercapai apa yang dicita

29. Di bahu kanan - cermat dlm mengambil keputusan dan banyak tanggungan

30. Di bahu kiri - suka kerja keras, banyak tangungjawab

31. Di dada kanan - dapat mengatasi masalah

32. Di dada kiri - berani, jujur dan sabar

33. Di punggung kanan - pendiam, simpan rahsia

34. Di punggung kiri - lambat, kurang agresif

35. Di perut bawah kanan - banyak rezeki, suka memberi maaf

36. Di perut bawah kiri - baik hati, tenang hidupnya

37. Pinggang kanan - sayang pada isteri atau suami

38 Pinggang kiri - disayangi oleh isteri atau suami

39. Di jari telapak tangan kanan - banyak rezeki tapi boros

40. Di jari telapak tangan kiri - banyak rezeki, menyimpan

41. Lengan kanan - setia dan taat pada atasan

42. Lengan kiri - menepati janji dan suka kerja

43. Siku tangan kanan - kuat hendak memiliki kekayaan

44. Siku tangan kiri - baik hati, suka menolong

45. Ketiak kanan - menyimpan rahsia

46. Ketiak kiri - jujur, banyak yang cinta

47. Pergelangan tangan kanan - boros, suka bersukaria

48. Pergelangan tangan kiri - dapat berpangkat

49. Pangkal peha kanan - kemahuan kuat

50. Pangkal peha kiri - suka kerja apa saja

52. Betis kanan - suka berpoya, boros

53. Betis kiri - tidak suka menganggur

54. Tumit kanan - jujur, banyak kawan

55. Tumit kiri - baik budi

56. Di telapak kaki kanan - tidak mudah mengeluh

57. Di telapak kaki kiri - baik budi pekertinya

58. Lutut kanan - bersifat tidak peduli, tidak mahu berusaha

59. Lutut kiri - kurang berusaha

SO, KESIMPULANNYE, JAGALAH KEBERSIHAN..JGN LAA BG LALAT BERAK KAT BADAN KITER!!!hehe

**aku tertinggal no 51..hehe

hello semua!!semekom~

sori lame x update..busy giler laaa..ni pon next week ade mcm2 keje nak buat..so nnt aku update la pape ek...