WHY I KEEP ON REMEMBERING EVERYTHING???


why?why me?i keep on remembering every single thing in my life.. why should i? i know, im supposed to be really thankful for it..but..i dont wanna remember everything! i hate it..i hate it coz i cant let go those people whom i used to love, to care the most, and all the bad things ever happened to me..it hurts me most of the time..i hate it when those thing came into my dreams even though i wasnt thinking bout them when i was awake..why?i cant take it anymore...!there are no more tears for me to cry...coz ive already used all of it!